I've been neglecting this space lately. I just really don't know what to write, to be honest.
Still waiting for you to come into our lives and into our arms, we've got two weeks left before you make your beautiful appearance. I learned at our last appointment when I met with the surgeon that I will be able to hold you immediately after the c-section, still covered in everything you were swimming in inside of me! You don't even know how happy that makes me, baby girl. I want so badly to comfort you as soon as you come out, to try to feed you and love you and keep you warm. I want to look into your beautiful eyes, listen as you cry your first cries, hold you against my chest and tell you everything will be fine.
I want you so badly I can't even put it into words.
We love you, Mischa, and eagerly await your arrival. It will be beautiful.
Mommy, Daddy, and the Chicken